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Thursday, August 26, 2010
Read The Book
I just got back from Cali, and just a preview, I had so much crazy shit happen to me the entire time I was there, that I'm a have to write a book. Look for it..."Everything I Ever Learned In My Life Was From Tour."
Friday, May 21, 2010
On That Note...
I don't have much to say to yens tonight. I since Sunday, things have been pretty chill. I decided to drop the price of my bedroom suit, since I found out these clubs I have are worth $1200, so I have room to play. I'll feel more up to informing y'alls tomorrow, so keep up! I think that I won't be doing this, being blogging, too very much before I leave, but make sure and stay tuned, there's gonna be some good stuff going on!
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
I learned most everything I learned from watching Televison...
First off I'll tell you of this weekend, Saturday night, Homeboy, still unnamed, and I were both without whips, so we catch a ride to Rhapsody. There we ponder the future of our evening. Miss Heatha' comes to pick up Homeboy, and before she arrived, I found out about a party that is right next to her house, to which once she arrived, I told her about. We eventually migrate that way, not arriving until late night! We get there, after stopping at her house for her to change out of her work clothes, as she had just gotten off of work, and it was a collection of my Best Friends from growing up, which is another party of people that I needed to see before I left. One of the only people who was not there from the group of growing up people was my Homeboy Nate. He was my very best friend growing up, and I think I have spoke of him before, but he was a huge knit in the fabric of who I am today, without him I just wouldn't be the person that I am today! Well he had already gone to sleep, seeing as he had some girl in his tent, but that's his story! He wakes up, after a while, said that he was awaken by said girl in his tent going to the bathroom and heard voices by the fire, then thought that he needed to come and see whats going on, which I'm so very glad that he did, seeing as he is on my Bucket List. This goes back to me saying that EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON!!!! Nate woke up so that we could kick it like we used to do All of The Time, seeing as we were in a camping setting on the regs whilst kids, so Momma wouldn't find out about us getting drunk, until the Law said something, and I do not camp anymore!!! After time I get a bit inebriated and wind up messing with the fire, as fire and drinking go together like flour and water, to make that slow dough. Of course, I end up burning the everliving Bajeezus out of myself on the back of my ankle, but it's part of it. If I had actually left this "camping adventure" without any scars or scrapes then I'd a been extremely surprised!!! Whilst there, one of the first people I saw, was my stylist, or Hair Doer, Sha-na-na, from Mitchell Robert Studios, go see her! That was one of the "reasons" I went there. My Homeboy Drew, who lives down the street from me, wakes up and is leaving for home, so I got a ride from him.
Sunday I wake, late as all, and call my ex, in order to have a night with her, apologizing for the way that I treated her in breaking up. She had told me when we first got together, that if we break up, Do Not drag it out, which is what was going on in our situation. So, in respecting her wishes, I acted like a total asshole, not like I would normally act, and that's how it ended. I felt so very bad about it, as well as just needed to let her know I appreciated her for the role she played in my life, if you read, then you know. I needed last night before I left for California. Have No Regrets in your life is one of the things I learned from my ex, and is another reason why I needed her in my life! Well I felt much better, as I hope she did also.
Today was a good day in my world!!!! I arise at 10 am and eat cereal. Our flavors of the week in cereal are Blueberry, for one, and Chocolate Delight or something along those lines. They are some Post Brand baked something or other, and I think that they would be Stellar if, and when mixed! I'm thinking tomorrow! I'm a miss TreTre and his Special Choice of Cereals when I leave. I guess I'll just have to buy my own Cereal, like a Big Boy now in California!
I sit about for quite sometime, until I borrow TreTre's whip to run to my Folks Dry Cleaners at Three. I leave the house and go to my coffee spot, being Aretha's, and meet the Fresh Meat there. I think her name is Lindsey, or something, y'all know how I am with names, and if you don't...it's real bad! The coffee was so extremely full that I almost wore the thing, but nonetheless it's Aretha's Espresso and was good! Then I go to the Folks Cleaners, where my Father and I sit and talk a bit about me going to Cali and how my Dog is getting there, to which I reply a dog transporting service. We then continue our talk about Cali and then he asks about my ticket, which is one of the reasons that I was there, Mama had told me they were gonna buy it and to stop by at Three on Monday. I then get online and they buy me a ticket, or I found it and bought it with their card. I leave at 6:15 on June 1, Muse just FYI, but wioll need to arrive by 5. Then we talk some more, and I leave after seeing Mama!
I then retreat home where I encounter a aggravated TreTre, who tells me some unnerving news about how he was not unhappy, or aggravated until he moved in here. I was kinda hurt, but understood. I have been a Dickhead to him, way too much for how great of a Roommate he has been to me! I only wish that he could understand how much the Shit he is, and means to me! However him and I just talked and he told me what was up, and we cleared it up a bit. I am starting up my last 2 weeks in Chatty, I gotta make them worth it! I call it my Chattanooga Bucket list, the things I have got to do before I go to Cali. I am doing a good job, but still lack a bunch of money!
Later, one of my Homies comes to pick me up, and gets more lost than anyone in the history of me living here at this spot. Granted it is confusing to get here, but I have never had anyone lost that bad! His phone was dying, which when I realized that he was lost, 20 minutes after we had last talked when he was Five Minutes away, I call and his phone had already died. After a bit, he calls back and tells me that he had to go home to get his charger for his phone and come back. He still gets Madd lost! I finally find out exactly where he is at, and get him over to my house, at which point I was STARVING and Diamonds is about to close their grill. I call into there to order food and the only thing that they had left was Chicken Fries and Tots. We, being Ryan, Zach, my computer Guru who is moving to Cali the same time that I am, and I arrive at the Spot, eat the food, and engage in spirits. I saw one of my Homies, who picked up Tim Duty and we go back to his house in order for I to check out his ramp that he had built in his back yard of Sheet Metal, which if I still skated would, try and ride, but most likely would wimp out of doing such actions. He told me that most Street Skaters are intimidated by this thing. I mean it's made of Sheet Metal, and prolly doesn't feel to good to bust ass on! Karliss calls, as I was waiting on him to get off work to Holla'. After talking with Gene for a bit, he gave me a ride home, which was just over the hill. Kariss shows up with one of his friends from work. Homeboy stays and kicks it a bit longer, but then departs briskly, after drinking a beer with us. Karliss, Mike and I sat around a bit, and since Karliss is my California Confidant, him and I discuss more about such. After some time, they leave, and I get to finish my mindless dribble to ya'll folk!
I would have to say that these past few days have been good for my Bucket List. I got to see, actually a collection of High School Memories! Nate, and those kids, Karliss, who I first met at Nate's house in High School since he was friends with his older Sister, Homeboy with the ramp, which I have heard about for years but never seen, and who also used to sell me beer when I was young in High School, Ex whom I needed to talk with in order to not leave with her thinking I was a Douche, I also obtained my plane ticket! This has been a great few days, which is why I have not been keepin' yens up, but it's time for me to bid yens adieu, and furthermore Keep it Real, and Keep Up with it! Peace!
Sunday I wake, late as all, and call my ex, in order to have a night with her, apologizing for the way that I treated her in breaking up. She had told me when we first got together, that if we break up, Do Not drag it out, which is what was going on in our situation. So, in respecting her wishes, I acted like a total asshole, not like I would normally act, and that's how it ended. I felt so very bad about it, as well as just needed to let her know I appreciated her for the role she played in my life, if you read, then you know. I needed last night before I left for California. Have No Regrets in your life is one of the things I learned from my ex, and is another reason why I needed her in my life! Well I felt much better, as I hope she did also.
Today was a good day in my world!!!! I arise at 10 am and eat cereal. Our flavors of the week in cereal are Blueberry, for one, and Chocolate Delight or something along those lines. They are some Post Brand baked something or other, and I think that they would be Stellar if, and when mixed! I'm thinking tomorrow! I'm a miss TreTre and his Special Choice of Cereals when I leave. I guess I'll just have to buy my own Cereal, like a Big Boy now in California!
I sit about for quite sometime, until I borrow TreTre's whip to run to my Folks Dry Cleaners at Three. I leave the house and go to my coffee spot, being Aretha's, and meet the Fresh Meat there. I think her name is Lindsey, or something, y'all know how I am with names, and if you don't...it's real bad! The coffee was so extremely full that I almost wore the thing, but nonetheless it's Aretha's Espresso and was good! Then I go to the Folks Cleaners, where my Father and I sit and talk a bit about me going to Cali and how my Dog is getting there, to which I reply a dog transporting service. We then continue our talk about Cali and then he asks about my ticket, which is one of the reasons that I was there, Mama had told me they were gonna buy it and to stop by at Three on Monday. I then get online and they buy me a ticket, or I found it and bought it with their card. I leave at 6:15 on June 1, Muse just FYI, but wioll need to arrive by 5. Then we talk some more, and I leave after seeing Mama!
I then retreat home where I encounter a aggravated TreTre, who tells me some unnerving news about how he was not unhappy, or aggravated until he moved in here. I was kinda hurt, but understood. I have been a Dickhead to him, way too much for how great of a Roommate he has been to me! I only wish that he could understand how much the Shit he is, and means to me! However him and I just talked and he told me what was up, and we cleared it up a bit. I am starting up my last 2 weeks in Chatty, I gotta make them worth it! I call it my Chattanooga Bucket list, the things I have got to do before I go to Cali. I am doing a good job, but still lack a bunch of money!
Later, one of my Homies comes to pick me up, and gets more lost than anyone in the history of me living here at this spot. Granted it is confusing to get here, but I have never had anyone lost that bad! His phone was dying, which when I realized that he was lost, 20 minutes after we had last talked when he was Five Minutes away, I call and his phone had already died. After a bit, he calls back and tells me that he had to go home to get his charger for his phone and come back. He still gets Madd lost! I finally find out exactly where he is at, and get him over to my house, at which point I was STARVING and Diamonds is about to close their grill. I call into there to order food and the only thing that they had left was Chicken Fries and Tots. We, being Ryan, Zach, my computer Guru who is moving to Cali the same time that I am, and I arrive at the Spot, eat the food, and engage in spirits. I saw one of my Homies, who picked up Tim Duty and we go back to his house in order for I to check out his ramp that he had built in his back yard of Sheet Metal, which if I still skated would, try and ride, but most likely would wimp out of doing such actions. He told me that most Street Skaters are intimidated by this thing. I mean it's made of Sheet Metal, and prolly doesn't feel to good to bust ass on! Karliss calls, as I was waiting on him to get off work to Holla'. After talking with Gene for a bit, he gave me a ride home, which was just over the hill. Kariss shows up with one of his friends from work. Homeboy stays and kicks it a bit longer, but then departs briskly, after drinking a beer with us. Karliss, Mike and I sat around a bit, and since Karliss is my California Confidant, him and I discuss more about such. After some time, they leave, and I get to finish my mindless dribble to ya'll folk!
I would have to say that these past few days have been good for my Bucket List. I got to see, actually a collection of High School Memories! Nate, and those kids, Karliss, who I first met at Nate's house in High School since he was friends with his older Sister, Homeboy with the ramp, which I have heard about for years but never seen, and who also used to sell me beer when I was young in High School, Ex whom I needed to talk with in order to not leave with her thinking I was a Douche, I also obtained my plane ticket! This has been a great few days, which is why I have not been keepin' yens up, but it's time for me to bid yens adieu, and furthermore Keep it Real, and Keep Up with it! Peace!
Friday, May 14, 2010
Toss It Up...
Tonight was Miss Abby & I night, which I was totally excited about! I woke today to Sha-na-na, who is my hair stylist, as I cannot just get my hair cut by a normal Barber cause I have, pardon the phrase, but "Black People Hair" as I've been told by many Stylists, I'm not racist, so stop the judgment!!! Growing up, when I graduated from High School, I had a huge Afro, if we be friends on FacedBook, check out my profile photo, which eventually turned into Dread Locks, hence the name Nappy. It was Booh, a.k.a. Suges, a.k.a. Muse & I but it just kept making me sad everytime that I checked my FaceCrack, because she's not around anymore, so it was a must that I changed it! Back to it, I had made an appointment yesterday at 2:45 pm to get my hair did, which I had already thought that it was a bad idea, cause since I'm unemployed and all, I don't wake till late! Well, I awake to this text from Sha-na-na asking if I was coming or not, I respond that I was on my way, threw clothes on, asked TreTre for his car and split. Luckily the place is literally right down the road from me, so I followed through with great haste! Arrive and she informs me that she had booked an appointment after me in an attempt to make some quick, extra money. I retort to her that she should not try and do anything that has to do with me, in a hurry, and that she should know that, what with her having been my stylist for the past four or five years. Then I inform her that this will be the last time that she will cut my hair until I return for my, possible baby's birth. Didn't say all that, but told her until... To this she replies about how she is sad because of that!
I leave the Mitchell Robert Studio, at the corner of Dayton Blvd. and Morrison Springs in Chattanooga, TN, looking fine as Frog Hair, mind you! I had to get it done up for Booh tonight! I then come home to go back to sleep for a minute. After a bit, Michi and Brandon come by, so I arise out of bed to greet them. We talk for a bit, and then B, I'mma call him this cause I don't like having to type out Brandon, voluntarily goes to pick up some beer, which was Much appreciated! We all kick it for a bit on the back porch, as it was a nice day out. Then Suges shows up which Mich has been wanting to meet her for a bit, cause she knows how happy she makes me! Anywho, Booh shows up, and meets Michi, which as I said is the only reason for Michi sticking around, so her & B leave, as well as Karliss, who had just shown up a bit ago, but still they left. Suges and I go to our spots, being Rhapsody and Diamond Billiards Club, I figure I'm leaving so reveal my spots, IDGAF, meaning that I Don't Give A F*Ck! Hopefully these spots may get more business and make more money, since I got so many people reading my stuff and all!
We go back to my house after these places, now her & I have had many a incredible conversation in our association, tonight was one of those locales, I thought at least! We go back to my house to col' kick it for...sometime, and then we had this talk I speak of, during which, I tell her of all of these qualities about her that I am enamored about! She is not against all of it, but nothing happened, I respect the woman with all of my being! Plus she has got a boyfriend, an appetizer, which I respect! She then leaves, and some of my Homies from Steamboat come by, since they were in town. TreTre arrives home from school early to then chill with us for a bit and then haste off to bed, which I should do as well, seeing as that would be the end of my story, but I Miss Muse...Badly!!! Have a nice morning, day & night Infer-World!
I leave the Mitchell Robert Studio, at the corner of Dayton Blvd. and Morrison Springs in Chattanooga, TN, looking fine as Frog Hair, mind you! I had to get it done up for Booh tonight! I then come home to go back to sleep for a minute. After a bit, Michi and Brandon come by, so I arise out of bed to greet them. We talk for a bit, and then B, I'mma call him this cause I don't like having to type out Brandon, voluntarily goes to pick up some beer, which was Much appreciated! We all kick it for a bit on the back porch, as it was a nice day out. Then Suges shows up which Mich has been wanting to meet her for a bit, cause she knows how happy she makes me! Anywho, Booh shows up, and meets Michi, which as I said is the only reason for Michi sticking around, so her & B leave, as well as Karliss, who had just shown up a bit ago, but still they left. Suges and I go to our spots, being Rhapsody and Diamond Billiards Club, I figure I'm leaving so reveal my spots, IDGAF, meaning that I Don't Give A F*Ck! Hopefully these spots may get more business and make more money, since I got so many people reading my stuff and all!
We go back to my house after these places, now her & I have had many a incredible conversation in our association, tonight was one of those locales, I thought at least! We go back to my house to col' kick it for...sometime, and then we had this talk I speak of, during which, I tell her of all of these qualities about her that I am enamored about! She is not against all of it, but nothing happened, I respect the woman with all of my being! Plus she has got a boyfriend, an appetizer, which I respect! She then leaves, and some of my Homies from Steamboat come by, since they were in town. TreTre arrives home from school early to then chill with us for a bit and then haste off to bed, which I should do as well, seeing as that would be the end of my story, but I Miss Muse...Badly!!! Have a nice morning, day & night Infer-World!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Too Much To Think About!!!
As I lie there in my bed, annoyed at the fact that I had millions of things running through my head, I still tried to go to sleep, as hard as I could. Imagining just the color Black, the face of my Muse pops up in my head, or I sit and wonder about if I will be able to make the money needed by the allotted time, or not. Then back to my Muse, I miss her terribly y'all! This will be much harder than originally expected, but I only got 3 more weeks of it left! She gave me a copy of "Into The Wild" by John Krakauer, and I don't know if y'all are familiar with it or not, but it is about this well-off kid, who desires to be a kind of Leo Tolstoy, as in he gives up all of his belongings and ventures across the United States from Virginia and up to Alaska. Throughout this 2 year span, of wild adventures, helped out by many a kind folk, to whom he tells his story and shares his excitement about venturing to Stampede Trail in Alaska and living off the land. He arrives there and ends up starving to death, being found by 6 people, from 3 separate parties, who travel all of this distance to this random location in Alaska 25 miles from the highway, and as he says..."These days it isn't unusual for six or seven months to pass without the bus being seen by a human visitor." My ex showed me this movie, which I always say that I appreciate her for the role she played in my life, and this was one of the actions that needed to happen that she made happen in my life! She showed me this movie, and it, most certainly, started this thought in my head about actually being able to move to California. Eventually, I started taking actions to be able to do so, as well as started kickin' it with my Muse during this whole time. We then formed a bond, and were talking one day, as I mention this movie, she tells me that she has 2 copies of the book, and that she will give me one for my trip. This made me uber happy, as I said the movie sparked something in my soul! So she gives me this copy the day before yesterday, and writes me a little message in the cover, that is so Muse that it makes me smile when I look at it! She came by and saw me today, for the last time for a bit. I guess that's why she's all over my mind!
As I lay there in bed, the words of my father keep running through my head, "I give you 3 years, and the phone will be ringing, you're saying that you're coming home." At least he is finally down with me leaving, and not saying stuff like, "It's gonna be hard Tim! I don't know if you can handle it"... and other things of that nature. I guess it took me going in there today just to talk to him and see how he was doing and just talk, and not have him yell at me about something that I have done. It was good to just be able to talk to my Father again. He seemed supportive, and told me that my Mother wants to buy my plane ticket out there, which was fine with me, saves me $200, and it's good to have their support!
After a while of me laying there, my phone rings, it's Karliss. He asks whats up, I tell him I'm laying in bed. He then says that he is sorry, and let's me go. I again attempt sleep, and have all kinds of stuff running through my head...still, then remember of the bottle of vino in my Dresser that belongs to Muse, but she had told told me to drink with my no car having ass. I pop up outta bed and holla' back at Karliss to ask him what he's up to and to grab a 12 pack and come by, as I cannot sleep. To this he says word, and is now about to show up with beer and company, so I do not have to lie there and stare at the celling. Thank you Infer-world for serving a purpose and letting me vent for a bit!
As I lay there in bed, the words of my father keep running through my head, "I give you 3 years, and the phone will be ringing, you're saying that you're coming home." At least he is finally down with me leaving, and not saying stuff like, "It's gonna be hard Tim! I don't know if you can handle it"... and other things of that nature. I guess it took me going in there today just to talk to him and see how he was doing and just talk, and not have him yell at me about something that I have done. It was good to just be able to talk to my Father again. He seemed supportive, and told me that my Mother wants to buy my plane ticket out there, which was fine with me, saves me $200, and it's good to have their support!
After a while of me laying there, my phone rings, it's Karliss. He asks whats up, I tell him I'm laying in bed. He then says that he is sorry, and let's me go. I again attempt sleep, and have all kinds of stuff running through my head...still, then remember of the bottle of vino in my Dresser that belongs to Muse, but she had told told me to drink with my no car having ass. I pop up outta bed and holla' back at Karliss to ask him what he's up to and to grab a 12 pack and come by, as I cannot sleep. To this he says word, and is now about to show up with beer and company, so I do not have to lie there and stare at the celling. Thank you Infer-world for serving a purpose and letting me vent for a bit!
Monday, May 10, 2010
In a Much Better Way!
Last night I went to sleep at like 12 or 12:30, which is early for me, but I knew that when I awoke this morning, hold up, let me back it up a bit, my Muse and I were talking the other day, and she had told me that she hadn't realized how much her body needed rest as she awoke on Monday and just felt incredible! To this I shared that I would love to wake up one of these days and feel like that. Guess what Infer-world, today was that day! I went to sleep and slept like a rock until like 10:30, and felt totally requvinized! Synapses firing correctly and what not.
Now to tell you of the evening which caused such unrest, my friends Carey and Tony, who gave me the Dope Bag on Tuesday as my Birthday Present, just seeing them and that made my whole Day, and Muse of course! Back on the train...they came down for my party also, and that surprised the ever-living bajeezus outta me, again made my day! Then I had friends from High School come by and all kinds of people! Right as I started getting ready for the evening, my boy Brooksie calls me and I instantly ask if he was in town or not. He replies that yes he was and would be for the next month, so I proceed to telling him that I was having the first of my series of going away/ buy stuff parties. He said he was on his way over. It started out great from the get go. I found a keg and had a friend come by to pick me up to go and get it. Did so and returned home, and realized that we needed ice. We then grabbed a trash can and went to get ice at the Ice Hut on Dayton, since it is 1.25 for 20 lbs of ice, where as gas stations have it for like $4.99 per 10 lbs bag. Then returned home and began preparation for the festivities. TreTre had cleaned the house top and bottom! I didn't have much to do.
People kept showing up, there were about a max of 30 people at one time. I sold all kinds of stuff. That helped out tons! I also have promises of people buying stuff that was too big to fit in their cars'. Muse wasn't there, who I missed, but she had work the next morning. We however, stayed up forever, finishing the keg, which we did not achieve until the following night. We sure did try though! That explains why I did not feel so well last night. I had fun, people said goodbye, however we failed to mention that it is an all month long affair, so come by and buy things and drink beer, and say goodbye to ya boy, Every Saturday in May.
I had decided that I was going to be leaving earlier than expected, but I do not think that will be possible. I now will be leaving at the regularly scheduled time of June 1st.
Now to tell you of the evening which caused such unrest, my friends Carey and Tony, who gave me the Dope Bag on Tuesday as my Birthday Present, just seeing them and that made my whole Day, and Muse of course! Back on the train...they came down for my party also, and that surprised the ever-living bajeezus outta me, again made my day! Then I had friends from High School come by and all kinds of people! Right as I started getting ready for the evening, my boy Brooksie calls me and I instantly ask if he was in town or not. He replies that yes he was and would be for the next month, so I proceed to telling him that I was having the first of my series of going away/ buy stuff parties. He said he was on his way over. It started out great from the get go. I found a keg and had a friend come by to pick me up to go and get it. Did so and returned home, and realized that we needed ice. We then grabbed a trash can and went to get ice at the Ice Hut on Dayton, since it is 1.25 for 20 lbs of ice, where as gas stations have it for like $4.99 per 10 lbs bag. Then returned home and began preparation for the festivities. TreTre had cleaned the house top and bottom! I didn't have much to do.
People kept showing up, there were about a max of 30 people at one time. I sold all kinds of stuff. That helped out tons! I also have promises of people buying stuff that was too big to fit in their cars'. Muse wasn't there, who I missed, but she had work the next morning. We however, stayed up forever, finishing the keg, which we did not achieve until the following night. We sure did try though! That explains why I did not feel so well last night. I had fun, people said goodbye, however we failed to mention that it is an all month long affair, so come by and buy things and drink beer, and say goodbye to ya boy, Every Saturday in May.
I had decided that I was going to be leaving earlier than expected, but I do not think that will be possible. I now will be leaving at the regularly scheduled time of June 1st.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Oosh!
Let me tell yens...I had the first of my new series of parties entitled,"Tim Tim's Going Away/ Estate Sale Party". The deal is $3 a cup, and if you come you must buy something before you leave! It was quite the ordeal. I feel like absolute Hell today! I woke at like 5ish and called my Momma, first thing, of course! I had missed like 20 calls also. Last night was so much that I can't even do this now. My Synapses aren't firing right! I'll get back at y'all tomorrow, just lettin' y'all know that I'm alive, and still going to California.
Friday, May 7, 2010
Good Bye!
Alright now infernet friends, I have been handling myself very well here recently, even though I am leaving. I have not ACTUALLY realized that I am leaving my Friends & Family. This is going to be extremely hard! Tonight, for one reason or another, I had to say good bye to my BEST friend, my Muse, Suga Momma, my Booh and it absolutely killed me! I was outside saying goodbye to her and just lost it! This move is going to happen, not without struggle though. I haven't even had to say goodbye to my long time friend Dubbins yet, and D; man that is gonna KILL me! I'm gettin all verklempt now, this is going to be bad, but the best thing in the world as well! I need this!!! I'mma big fish in a small pond, and it's now time to try out new things! This older Gentleman who had spent 30 years in Prison told a friend to never get comfortable, and that's how he made it through all that time in the Pen. Well, I am way too comfortable in this godforsaken place, which is just like the Pen, and it's time to move on!
Like I always say, Everything happens for a reason, and in my life, that is my motto! The only thing is that you have to figure out is why it all happens in your life. Which is where the Yin Yang comes into play, where there is light the is dark, and where there is dark there is light, likewise where there is good there is some bad, and when there is bad there is some good. So in every situation that occurs to you, good or bad, you need look at why this is happening in your life, look for the entities in your life that compare to the significant substance contained in those situations, and learn that from that. If this happens then you will find out what you purpose in life is. Now for me, all this has happened in the past year. It started out my Mother coming to the Dry Cleaners, riding my ass all the days. I got to the point where I did not like thinking the way that I thought about my Mother, I LOVE that woman with all of my heart, which is a whole different story of how much I will miss her, but she is kinda why I'm doing this, for her! So I quit, went through all of these lame jobs, but had to do someting, then from that I realized that there is nothing for me in Chattanooga to make me the money that I need.
I have always wanted to move to Cali, since Grammar School, when we played that game Oregon Trail, game description:
Like I always say, Everything happens for a reason, and in my life, that is my motto! The only thing is that you have to figure out is why it all happens in your life. Which is where the Yin Yang comes into play, where there is light the is dark, and where there is dark there is light, likewise where there is good there is some bad, and when there is bad there is some good. So in every situation that occurs to you, good or bad, you need look at why this is happening in your life, look for the entities in your life that compare to the significant substance contained in those situations, and learn that from that. If this happens then you will find out what you purpose in life is. Now for me, all this has happened in the past year. It started out my Mother coming to the Dry Cleaners, riding my ass all the days. I got to the point where I did not like thinking the way that I thought about my Mother, I LOVE that woman with all of my heart, which is a whole different story of how much I will miss her, but she is kinda why I'm doing this, for her! So I quit, went through all of these lame jobs, but had to do someting, then from that I realized that there is nothing for me in Chattanooga to make me the money that I need.
I have always wanted to move to Cali, since Grammar School, when we played that game Oregon Trail, game description:
Try taking a journey by covered wagon across 2000 miles of plains, rivers, and mountains. Try! On the plains, will you slosh your oxen through mud and water-filled ruts or will you plod through dust six inches deep?
How will you cross the rivers? If you have money, you might take a ferry (if there is a ferry). Or, you can ford the river and hope you and your wagon aren't swallowed alive!
What about supplies? Well, if you're low on food you can hunt. You might get a buffalo... you might. And there are bear in the mountains.
At the Dalles, you can try navigating the Columbia River, but if running the rapids with a makeshift raft makes you queasy, better take the Barlow Road.
If for some reason you don't survive -- your wagon burns, or thieves steal your oxen, or you run out of provisions, or you die of cholera -- don't give up! Try again... and again... until your name is up with the others on The Oregon Trail Top Ten.
...This got me into westward travel, and then when I graduated from there, in 6th grade, and went to Baylor. I was way into the 60's and everything that occured in the Bay Area at that point. I was way into the Grateful Dead, which is California. California was an interesting thing to me. Something I wanted sometime!
At some point I moved to Riverview, where I met my First Best Friend, that meant anything in my life, Nate Card, we were way into the Hippie movement, and just debauchery! From that I learned I liked the non-conformist angle. There are a lot of meaning for this, this was my upbringing, my development. Through him I met Ian, who followed the Grateful Dead for a bit, I always looked up to him for that, because I never got to see them! I was caught doing something bad at Baylor, was kicked out and then was not let go to the show! Back to the point, that happened so that I would be into the tour scene, which I did and conquered it from '98 - '01.
While at Baylor, 7th grade, I met my BFF, as Gay as that sounds, he is, and we have stuck together through all kinds of things throughout the years. We went on the "last Phish tour" in '00 together, and were Balling! Had his Dog, Mia, Measery Doo, Measles what have you, but she was our watch dog while we were sleeping in his small ass Nissan truck, I'mma miss her also! But we met so that I could pick up on the Urban Side of music, i.e. DJing, also part of the Cali thing. Well, he has been my go to person thoroughout my whole recovery from the accident, me having to learn everything over again. Well D had a lot to do with all of that as well! When I was kicked out of Baylor, I went to Red Bank High School. Next thing I know DL is also there. We been through it together! Got madd Love for the both of them! D and I have lived together for basically 8 years previously. He has done so much for me, and meant so much to me throughout my entire young adulthood and adulthood! He is my Brother!!! It's gonna be Hell saying bye to all of these people! Point being that if I had not met these people I would have never been as adventurous as I was, well my Biological Mother lived on the Savannah river and that also has, actually, everything to do with the reason that I surrounded myself with this crew! From all of this previously mentioned people, I took how to be a real genuine and nice person, and what not, talking about back in the day.
I graduate Red Bank and then finally get to do what I had been desiring for 6 or 8 years, to travel out west. I was girted a 1998 Toyota Tacoma and a gas card for graduation to use on my trip, yes I'm excessively fortunate, and thankful! Well I travel to Montana then down to Texas, back home, and we then leave for Phish Tour, which begins in George, WA at the George Ampitheater. We follow them to San Fran, and come home. Then more travels, yada, yada.
I move to Boone, meet some straight Panic Kids, who abducted me, took me on tour, where I realized they were great! I followed them and met 1000's of kids all across the country, and I make a lasting impression, as I"m a very interesting individual, so they, mostly, all liked ya' boy, plus I'm Good People! Well that happened so that I could meet people who were going to be out there in Cali to pave the way for me. Back on subject, past year...I had this girlfriend, who I broke up with, but she did give me the strength to quit my family dry cleaners, so I quit the Dry cleaners, which was the first step out. Through her, I also met the most incredible woman that I had ever even thought of meeting in my entire life, and that helped me tons this past few months, because without her I would have gone absolutely crazy in this town. I treasure this girl for the role she played in my life, without her, I'da never quit, nor met the people I know now! Tonight was the last night that we will be able to kick it as we have been, due to circumstances beyond my control. This is the reason for mew writing this tonight, cause I been messed up! Which bring us full circle, now I'm going to do everything in my power to get out of this town, sell my stuff everywhere, be active! I'm now out, so peace Chattanooga! Love Ya, but it's time for me to fly! So I forsee 2, 3weeks tops!!! I'm out!
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
The Best Birfday in the Entire Existance of Tim
I had a very interesting Birthday Weekend! Of course, I have been with my Muse all weekend, or since Thursday. Saturday comes, which I was up late the night before, and didn't wake for the yard sale until Tonya, from Rhapsody came in, and asked about me. Despite the fact that I woke up at noon, after millions of people came through and bought little amounts of stuff, Plus I awoke to one of my best friends in the bed with me, butt ass nekid as I was also! I was obviously confused as all get out, seeing as I had no recollection of even going to bed! Nothing happened between us, but still it was odd! On top of all of that, I realize that my cell phone, as well as some of my belongings are M.I.A. Luckily I have a number of extra phones, seeing as this type scenario happens more than I like to admit! I turned one of them on, so as to have a phone on my birthday.
The night before I had given my Booh $20 & a list of things I needed from the store, seeing as I have no vehicle, and ask her to pick up my cleaning, as I had none of my nice clothes and it's right next door to her house. Well she accomplishes these tasks and returns to me, thinking that she was going to the gym, however we were up way late the night before talking with one another. We were coercing, as we always do, looking at FacedBook, and see something about Phish 3D playing at this movie theater in town. Us, being the not so fresh headed folk this day, went ahead and ordered tickets online. She was not feeling much into the gym that day, and returns home to sleep and what not.
She returns at 6, and we go to DBC for food and spirits, pregame of sorts, thinking we would only be there for a minute. Eight o'clock rolls around and we realize that we were madd late, so we hurry down. Upon arrival we see one of my homegirls, who her and her BF had just traded their tickets for another night, so we followed suit, and decided to trade for Wednesday, and we then went on about our merry little way. Went to Rhapsody, which is always fun! Then to DBC, maybe, this weekend kinda was blurry, since it was my birthday.
Saturday was the night that we went out for my birthday and had a blast! D & I went out for most the night, he eventually left, I waited on Booh, or something like that. Her and I kicked it and yada yada. Then Sunday, my actual birthday, we didn't do much, seeing as I didn't wake until like 6 or 7, but then Booh came and got me, we went to eat at Bossmans house, and then was just going to go to the house, but one of my Homies calls and tells me he wants to buy me a drink for my day of birth. We go there to meet him and then Booh decides to leave, against her own aspiration, would have just been the best idea as she had to work this morning. Now you guys know how I fell about this girl, weather I have told you or not, you can just tell it when I write about her, if not I'm silly about this girl. She makes me want to better myself, which is huge in the Book of Tim, as I don't do that!
We sit there and kick it with my Homies for some time. Upon her exit, I walked her to her car, as I do always, just making sure she's safe! This time though, we get to the car and she gets in, and y'all we have almost kissed goodbye millions of times, it was just not time yet! I looked her in her eyes, and just went in for it, kinda hoping what happened would happen, but y'all I was just astounded at the fireworks, that were going off. I was having troubles walking afterwords, but manage to make it back inside. I had this look on my face of pure satisfaction. I'm tellin' yens that this girl is the greatest thing I have ever even heard existing! Not that I'm putting her up on a pedestal, but she is all that and a bag of Funyuns! In order for me to know how she felt, I needed that to be done, and now I know.
Next was DBC and we had a few drinks there from where I tried getting a ride home from everyone, since I was just dropped off there, where tons of my peeps were there. I talked with them, went to the bathroom, and they had all left by the time I returned. I tried getting Sarah, one of the waitresses, to give me a ride home, thinking she would live around there, but did not, nor had a working car. On top of all of this, my phone was also dead. The only phone number that I could remember was D's, so I called him from the house line, he comes to get me, then he and I sat up speaking of the nights events. I go to sleep, wake today at like late, again. I talk to Booh, who says she just got off work, and wanted to come kick it.. She does. all I ever really look for in a day to make it a great day is kick it with her, we talk about last night, and how it made her and I feel, which was great. Then we talk about her current situation, as well as mine, and how I want her involved in it. She eventually leaves, and I get started updating yens. Tomorrow is Panic in Chatty, which is my Birthday Show, as well as going away party-ish. Moral of the story is that my life is trying it's damnedest to get better! Yay for ol' Tim! And now it's time for rest, so until next time...
The night before I had given my Booh $20 & a list of things I needed from the store, seeing as I have no vehicle, and ask her to pick up my cleaning, as I had none of my nice clothes and it's right next door to her house. Well she accomplishes these tasks and returns to me, thinking that she was going to the gym, however we were up way late the night before talking with one another. We were coercing, as we always do, looking at FacedBook, and see something about Phish 3D playing at this movie theater in town. Us, being the not so fresh headed folk this day, went ahead and ordered tickets online. She was not feeling much into the gym that day, and returns home to sleep and what not.
She returns at 6, and we go to DBC for food and spirits, pregame of sorts, thinking we would only be there for a minute. Eight o'clock rolls around and we realize that we were madd late, so we hurry down. Upon arrival we see one of my homegirls, who her and her BF had just traded their tickets for another night, so we followed suit, and decided to trade for Wednesday, and we then went on about our merry little way. Went to Rhapsody, which is always fun! Then to DBC, maybe, this weekend kinda was blurry, since it was my birthday.
Saturday was the night that we went out for my birthday and had a blast! D & I went out for most the night, he eventually left, I waited on Booh, or something like that. Her and I kicked it and yada yada. Then Sunday, my actual birthday, we didn't do much, seeing as I didn't wake until like 6 or 7, but then Booh came and got me, we went to eat at Bossmans house, and then was just going to go to the house, but one of my Homies calls and tells me he wants to buy me a drink for my day of birth. We go there to meet him and then Booh decides to leave, against her own aspiration, would have just been the best idea as she had to work this morning. Now you guys know how I fell about this girl, weather I have told you or not, you can just tell it when I write about her, if not I'm silly about this girl. She makes me want to better myself, which is huge in the Book of Tim, as I don't do that!
We sit there and kick it with my Homies for some time. Upon her exit, I walked her to her car, as I do always, just making sure she's safe! This time though, we get to the car and she gets in, and y'all we have almost kissed goodbye millions of times, it was just not time yet! I looked her in her eyes, and just went in for it, kinda hoping what happened would happen, but y'all I was just astounded at the fireworks, that were going off. I was having troubles walking afterwords, but manage to make it back inside. I had this look on my face of pure satisfaction. I'm tellin' yens that this girl is the greatest thing I have ever even heard existing! Not that I'm putting her up on a pedestal, but she is all that and a bag of Funyuns! In order for me to know how she felt, I needed that to be done, and now I know.
Next was DBC and we had a few drinks there from where I tried getting a ride home from everyone, since I was just dropped off there, where tons of my peeps were there. I talked with them, went to the bathroom, and they had all left by the time I returned. I tried getting Sarah, one of the waitresses, to give me a ride home, thinking she would live around there, but did not, nor had a working car. On top of all of this, my phone was also dead. The only phone number that I could remember was D's, so I called him from the house line, he comes to get me, then he and I sat up speaking of the nights events. I go to sleep, wake today at like late, again. I talk to Booh, who says she just got off work, and wanted to come kick it.. She does. all I ever really look for in a day to make it a great day is kick it with her, we talk about last night, and how it made her and I feel, which was great. Then we talk about her current situation, as well as mine, and how I want her involved in it. She eventually leaves, and I get started updating yens. Tomorrow is Panic in Chatty, which is my Birthday Show, as well as going away party-ish. Moral of the story is that my life is trying it's damnedest to get better! Yay for ol' Tim! And now it's time for rest, so until next time...
Friday, April 30, 2010
Sorry Bout the Missing in Action...
I do apologize for not being around and enlightening y'alls with love dropplets in your eyes, but I have had a lot going on, what with the sale and everything, but, alas, tonight is not going to be much different, as I just have encountered the most incredible night, with some extraordinary company and would not write a good blog. It would be biased towards the act of having the great company, so in order to ensure that I do a good number for yens, I am gonna let this evening marinate for a night and hit y'alls back tomorrow, or at some point this weekend, as I'm having my Estate sale this weekend, or Saturday, and all month long...610 Highview Dr, and will be sitting around the house all day Saturday, with plenty of time to write! Come on and buy stuff! Furniture, clothes, kitchen stuff, dishwasher, all kinds of stuff, DVD players, CD players, endless amounts!!! Well, all I gots to say is...Word! On a side note, my birthday is on Sunday, and we's goin' out on Saturday for it, cause at midnight it's on like Donkey Kong!!!! Tre needs a place to stay if anyone is looking for a roommate, he's the best one I've had in Chatty, next to D.
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